kimberguy....
I did some digging in the membership list and forums admin side and see no record of your "old" account. We use your forum name as part of membership records, so we don't delete them. I got no clue how your account could have been deleted. In addition, I swore you were an MOC member, but see no record of that either. If you PM me some vital statistic I can search with, perhaps an older email address you used with MOC, or if you found an old post I can search a bit more if you were an MOC member.
-jason r.